the world isn't spinning for me only , but i can make a difference

Woke up this morning with terrible sharp pains from Stomach cramps! ):
I thought that was all, but when i wanted to bathe, my vision started blurring.
So i just faster sat down on the floor.
I was damn scared I tell you.
I was afraid that i'll fall and hit my head against the toilet bowl or something.
Wanted to do that badly, but i think my family's really stressed out enough.

Having a bad headache and feeling really groggy.
I haven't eaten breakfast nor lunch and it's already 4.30pm.
I feel so terrible right now. ):

I didn't tell my Mum about this because I didn't want her to worry. ):
I think it's because of lack of sleep and lack of food.

About An Aquarius Woman

Inconsistency and confusion describe the characteristics profile of an Aquarius female. The same goes for her love life too. She is very loyal, but at the same time, she is also a little detached and not extremely emotional. She will be committed and remain faithful too, but do not try to bind her. Let her enjoy her freedom and in return, she will come back to you when she gets tired of her expeditions. Her dreams are very different from that of a normal female and she hums a different tune, which most of us have not even heard of.

An Aquarian female is like a butterfly, which sits on every flower, but belongs to none. She loves her freedom and if you can accept this, she will love you even more. Within her boundless limits, her love will also be limitless. Position and power matter to her more than money and bank balance. If you want her to fall in love with you, be true and honest, not only to others, but also to yourself. You don't need to follow her rules. You can form your own code of ethics, but be sure to live by them.

Passion is not one of the personality traits of Aquarian girl. Rather, her love will be subtle and unassuming. She is intense, but may prefer to be platonic most of the time. Hosting as well as attending parties comes naturally to her and she will always be a social delight. She will trust you completely and will not be unduly suspicious of your activities. You will also not be bothered by too much jealousy or possessiveness on her part. Her trust arises from the fact that before committing, she had dissected your behavior under a microscope.

Only after being convinced of your integrity did she take the next step. Still, if you become unfaithful to her, she will be extremely hurt and is likely to remember the wound for a long time. With an Aquarian female, out of sight means out of mind too. So, make sure to be around here always. She has a very strong will power. If she thinks the relationship is not working and has no chances of improving also, she will break it right away; though doing so may tear her heart into two pieces. Like every Aquarian, she will remember her first love throughout her life.

It's no use getting upset, better be the first love in her life. She will never ever be dishonest in a relationship and even if she indulges in an extra-marital affair, it will end before it even started. She will always try to know your deepest thoughts and secrets, but her own dreams will be beyond your reach. Conversing with an Aquarian female is usually a delight because of her charming manners. Her mind is quite unpredictable and you will find it hard keeping track. She will live in the present, then suddenly be wistful about yesterday and then, become enthusiastic about tomorrow.

She may talk about fairies one day and discard elves as humbug, the other. Never look down on her or she might never look upto you. She respects you and will expect the same in return. As mothers, Aquarian women tend to be very loving and caring. Though in the beginning, they may be a little nervous about the whole idea of motherhood. But once they become comfortable with it, it will come to them naturally. An Aquarius female may find it difficult to express her love in the form of hugs and kisses and you will have to teach her that. She will never overburden the kids with protection.

At the same time, she will always be a patient listener to their childhood and adolescent problems. Teaching them discipline will also be your responsibility. However, for all this to happen you will have to convince her to get married and this certainly isn't an easy job. You will also have to teach her romance, since expressing emotions does not come too easily to her. She will happily hold your hand and walk besides you, but don't expect her to gaze into your eyes for hours at a stretch.

Don't smother your Aquarian girl with too much closeness, she needs her space and will give you, yours too. Things like suspicion, possessiveness, chauvinism and criticism turn her off. Just be nice to her odd bunch of friends and she will warmly welcome yours into the house. Make use of her intuition and insight, it may help you in solving a problem or two. It may seem like wishful thinking now, but then, remember she looks in the future. Hold her hand and she will let you see the future too, where both of you are cozily living together!


its true horrr. very trueee.

Aries Man and Aquarius Woman

In the relationship of an Aries man with an Aquarius woman, the latter one will be playing the major part in managing it. She will be able to take in his anger without getting upset and make him see the other side of the coin in a much cordial manner. His part will be limited to injecting passion in the love match and instill compassion in her. His aggressive ways will intrigue her and her independence will match with his need for freedom. Their conversation will never ever be idle and they will never get bored of each other. :DDDDDD

Imperfection ...

Imperfection,
Something no one seeks,
That creeps that make us weak.

Imperfection,
Something you try to hide,
You try & try yet it's still open wide.

Imperfection,
Something everyone finds a flaw,
They'd rip it away if they had claws.

Imperfection,
Something everyone tries to get rid,
yet too bad there aren't any control grids.